I haven't been blogging much lately because I honestly don't know what to talk about. I have so many thoughts, feelings and conflicts that I could share but I'm not going to. Lots of time reflecting and trying to figure out which dreams to chase and which to let go of. None of them are easy choices and yet I'm faced with all of them at once.
It's trying. It's exhausting. I sat down the other night and wrote out a five year goal plan. In doing so I realized that I can't have it all. There are things on that list that conflict with each other and I have to choose. But I don't want to.
I'm hoping I start to sort some of it out soon. Everything is really ok. These are mostly my conflicts. The things that go through my head on a daily basis. I just need to find some balance.
And on a completely non related note I just have to share the cute little solar dancing ladybug I got at the dollar store. In sunlight the leaves and stem sway. It makes me happy every time I walk past my kitchen window.